Who am I
On the physical plane, I am a woman, a mother, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a teacher, a writer, a healer, a traveler, a ceremonialist, an empath, a justice seeker, and a free spirit. I am like you. I am a human that lives and breathes. I have emotions and challenges. I was created to have them. I was created to research the human condition at this time so that once I walked myself through the labyrinth, I could be of assistance to guide others through the twists and turns of their evolutionary process.
On the non-physical plane, I am a traveler of time, a traveler of dimensions, and of potential reality threads. I am the embodiment of the divine feminine that answers to the call of the PRESENT and uses her highly developed emotional body to tap into another's most inner landscape. I am a generational Indonesian healer. I am a starseed and a member of the Galactic Federation. I am a creator; an earth creator. I channel her messages and wisdom. I am a soul interpreter that brings forth the clarity and messages you need to move forward into love and understanding. I am an alchemist in the name of love, liberation and freedom. I am in Service.
I was born in Duluth, MN. It is known as the North Star state.. (My given name is Tara which means earth and star in Sanskrit.) I think it was a reminder that I saw every day so that when it was time that message would make sense. I was a unique child who could play for days using her own imagination and my preference was to always be alone in nature. I liked to be undisturbed by the adult world. I began questioning my life when I was 8. I remember wondering why I wasn't born into a tribal family. I remember thinking I was just going to have to ride this life out that somehow there was a mistake. I have learned now that there is hidden meaning in all aspects of our life, waiting for us to be able to read the symbols we placed before us on our path. Being born an empath and seer does not make life easier. It makes your more mutable to thoughts, emotions and environments you exist in. People on earth suffer. It is not an easy place to be. My own suffering ignited my inspiration towards healing. Happiness and freedom is our birthright after all, this I knew deep in my cells. Thus began my research into the condition of being alive, into the turbulent waters of emotion, the debilitating beliefs passed down through our ancestral lineages, the limiting collective conscious and unconscious patterns of beliefs.
In my blood I come from traditional Indonesian healers (shamans) on my mother’s side. On my father’s side I come from vigilantes, people who fought for justice. The coding for my mission is in my DNA. I have blended the two into being a clear conduit for healing while breaking myself and others free from the shackles of mental, emotional, physical and spiritual slavery. This has not been an easy rode as I have walked through each pattern personally but that is my way. I must experience something first hand to know. This is how information is churned into embodied wisdom.
In my search for wholeness, I explored many avenues. I looked to counselors, medications, drugs, therapy, healing modalities and yet no one held real answers. No one around me was awake enough to transfer the wisdom I sought for. Their answers were about how to fit into the collective conscious structure, not how to change it or how to be a free sovereign human being at this time on the planet. Essentially, I have become the healer that I sought in the world.
To the confusion of those guiding people in my life, my guidance came not from the physical realm but from the Spirit.....the illogical, non-linear guidance system that felt like the only real thing that could guide me in this matrix I was born into. I follow this system to this day but now we have a different relationship. We have a friendship. For that I am eternally grateful for my helpers that have shown up along my path and guided me back to myself.
In 2001 I had a spontaneous awakening that opened me to a world that was hidden behind the veil of reality. I wouldn't wish this on anyone but it worked to shake me out of the my slumber. This opening allowed for a new knowingness to take root. My DNA shifted during that time. I saw things, knew things, experienced realities that changed my belief system forever. I was conscious of the forces working with us from the non-physical spectrum of our reality. I become aware of our star family and of the magic that is here already on this earth, waiting to be interacted with. I became aware of the pliable reality we are all engaging with and how karma, time and illusion are all wrapped up together in a nice present of comfort. My spiritual senses were turned on. Now it was time to begin the journey of bringing my life into balance. The long journey of balancing the material with the spiritual.
In 2004 I studied massage and other healing modalities. I have continued to add tools to my tool box along the way. However, as all humans should strive for, I embodied those tools deeply into my being and allowed them to morph into a gift that is my very own to share. My work is a blend of all that I have learned, all that I am and the lineage of healers that are in my blood.
In 2005, I began to build a relationship with a Peruvian medicine man and began learning Lakota and Peruvian indigenous ways. I completed my vision quest commitment. I have been given the honor to facilitate as a channel for spirit, a meeting called Cedar Fire. I am a pipe carrier and a sweat lodge water pourer.
In 2010 I started studying Anthroposophy, spiritual science, to become a Waldorf teacher, which I did for years. This gave me another foundation and place to reference my growing capacity to translate an unspoken language from the Universe.
In 2014, I met a friend and teacher in Taos, NM that gave me the structure to utilize my gifts and sight. He himself works in the non-physical realm. I am a multi-dimensional being that has incarnated on this planet to be of service. I work with Beings that have chosen not to incarnate at this time, they stay in the non-physical. We work as a team to assist you on your path towards freedom.
In 2015, I was initiated into the Akashic Records through the invocation of a prayer. This prayer offers access to the Soul journey of the individual. Important moments in past lives are revealed to be released and that power to be reclaimed.
In 2015 I traveled back to Indonesia and worked with many healers there. I was initiated into my Priestess-hood and it became the graduation I was waiting for and now I am here to share from the depths of my heart and be a guide through the unconsciousness of this matrix into the conscious participation of our evolutionary path.
In 2017, I walked through my first Peruvian Medicine wheel and in 2018 I assisted others to walk through theirs with the Shamanic Yoga Institute in Squamish, BC.
I pour a sweat lodge in the Squamish Valley and have an active in-person and distance healing practice.
The unfoldment is continuous but hat is where I stand today.
I am amazed at the people who continue to show up to support this vision. I know the great mother herself is at the steering wheel. This path is about waking up and stepping in as a true server of humanity.