Happy Halloween, Samhain, All Hallow’s Eve and the Day of the Dead. This window of October 31 to November 1st marks the time when the veil between the worlds of the material and the spiritual are the thinnest.
WHAT WILL I NOTICE?
Samhain is also coupled with a powerful new moon this year. This new moon guarantees quick, chaotic change where you need to be flexible like a hollow, youthful bamboo. With each new moon, you have an opportunity to end a cycle and begin a new one. We are going to capitalize on this potential. It's time to turn the page once and for all on the veil between you and the life you were meant to live and this doesn’t happen by chance. YOU HAVE GOT TO WANT IT and YOU HAVE GOT TO WORK FOR IT.
Believe me, I have tried for decades to wish, pray and dream my world into happening and it definitely has gotten me thus far but the projection of the earth doesn’t lie and she is not being mean, she is honing you to be a well oiled creator of reality. It’s time to put that power into the right alignment. We are ALL already experts at creating what we don’t want. That’s easy.
To those reading this and still within the embodied side of things what we are coming up against at this moment is our own wall of futility. That is the medicine and the WORK!
HOW DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE UP AGAINST YOUR WALL?
This wall is called a wall for good reason as it impacts all of our physical and energetic bodies as well as our senses making this “illusion” feel as real as El Capitan in Yosemite.
The wall keeps you “safe”. The wall is your subconscious mind keeping you in your comfort zone. This wall was most likely solidified as a main operating pattern the first seven years of your life, before the conscious mind stepped in to participate. This old worn out program can only be rewritten by the master coder, and THAT IS YOU!
Yes this work is not for beginners. If you are a beginner, you have already left the conversation. This work is for warriors, truth seekers, courage hunters, this work is for you if you are still with me. It is an innate knowing that we were born to thrive in this dream of a world we are in. We were born for greatness and expansion. We were born to overcome the very obstacle that will keep us stuck in a pattern of false safety, security and dullness and the time is NOW.
All of our inner resistance, the wall, can only play out on the projection of the screen of life. That is how it works. However, the work is absolutely within. Don’t waste your time trying to fix the screen you have to move inward to the actual projector, which is the subconscious mind. Covet this consciousness with all of your might. Only program it with empowering statements, empowering people, and empowering environments. Use the script of your old programming to show you what’s running, not as a source of self judgement. The mind will show you the old story. Feeling your present physical body is your way through. I see an image in my mind of a man walking through a stone wall, he just needed to shift his perspective and that was the way in.
8 PRACTICAL WAYS TO FLIP THE SCRIPT:
Stay tuned to my facebook page Gaia Sophia Healing. Starting November 1st, I am inviting you to a free 30 day challenge to flip the script and start creating a future of expansion, freedom and love. Step into the best version of yourself with the encouragement of community.
Keep reading if you want to hear my personal story with my own wall. One of them.
I want to share with you a favourite experience of myself and The Wall. It was through breath work I had my encounter and my transformative experience. I love this work because it puts all the responsibility on to yourself. There is no one moving the energy for you and it is up to you to fully dive in or take it easy. With a great facilitator, you will be encouraged to find your edge and move beyond it, to surrender past the resistance but let me tell you the resistance is called resistance for good reason. The Latin word for "easy," is facilis. You can see this origin in facilitation, which means "the act of making something easier.” (https://www.vocabulary.com/dictionary/facilitation)
We all could use a little facilitation every now and then.
So this experience, it was my third day in a row doing breath-work. Something kept calling me back. The first two days there was body sensation and curiosity but nothing like what happened the third day.
On the third day, I was 20 minutes into breathing. I strategically planted myself in the middle of a sea of about 30 people. I think my higher consciousness wanted to make sure it wasn’t going to be an easy out. Twenty minutes in, my arms were in the worst tetany of my life. They hurt beyond measure, my hands were locked into a fixed, painful position and my mind was really, really suffering. I wanted the physical pain to stop and I focused all of my attention on how much pain I was in. My breathing became more shallow and I started to tell myself stories. I told myself that I had tried and today wasn’t my day. I told myself that it was ok to give up. I told myself I was loving and loveable and I looked up and looked for a way out. I was surrounded by people giving it their best and I felt trapped. I felt defeated. I wanted to run. That’s my way to keep myself safe, I run. I run away from everyone and myself.
The facilitators who must have been well trained saw me and came over and cued me to surrender just one more exhale. I decided I could do that. A few others came by just in the right moment when I thought I wanted to make it easy again and change the pain I was in.
After about 10 minutes of this, the pain in my arms starting to change into what I call sensation. My brain let go of its fixation and I became curious. Curious that it would even be able to change. Then the energy seemed to fall into my central column of my spine and I became more curious. In my minds eye, I saw a facilitator, she was a woman wearing a white dress with a white fan and she was pulling the energy out of my central channel and moving it out my yoni. I opened my eyes to see who it was and there was no one there. So I closed my eyes and continued. As soon as the energy left my yoni I heard a baby cry in the audience just as I birthed this old pattern out of my being. I cried in gratitude. I touched the earth with my hands and I could feel an exchange happening between the two of us. My heart felt free. I wasn’t stuck in my mind. I was just being and I was alive.
My healing sessions were a dream come true for the next two moths. Magic healings happening spontaneously under my hands because my mind was empty and my subconscious was clear of limiting thoughts and beliefs. I made it through my wall into the the sunshine of life. Thank God. Thank the Goddess.
Then the next layer showed up and the work began again.
So here we are today. I am inviting each of you to jump on my FB page and join me starting November 1sr 2019 to do a 30 day facing your wall challenge. You deserve freedom and I know you can make it through the egos resistance.
How did things get turned upside-down?!
Without going into the ancient stories of Adam and Eve, Lucifer and the galactic swipe of our ascension planet into a finite system, I am going to tell you that it doesn’t help anyone to live in the past, how things came to be, or in the future, where we are going, but to settle into the life you have right NOW!
It is beginning exactly where you are now that is the doorway, the access point, into the dream your heart is craving to sing. This is on an individual level and a collective level. Believe me, there is help on all fronts but the work is YOUR OWN to do.
Inside of each of us is the God Seed of creation, It is not outside though it can permeate all time and space. All of creation, the water, earth, fire, air, and ether came from within.
When we put our focus outside of us into the hologram that we call the earth. We engage our physical senses to make sense of reality. We as humans have become so intermingled with our physical senses that we have lost touch with the fact that there are other senses we need to use as well. The outer senses can be manipulated by finite intent quite easily when there is not a solid and stable connection to the source of creation that lives within.
To clarify, finite intent means that there is a manipulation happening. It has disconnected from the selfless service of Divine Law and intent.
Our collective reality buys into the belief that our external reality determines our condition and we have all given our power away to this. We have stayed in jobs that we know aren’t where our happiness lies. We have compromised our energy, our beliefs, our emotions to earn money to feed ourselves and our family. We have felt enslaved by the outer world's current conditions and everyone wants to participate in changing this system of enslavement but everyone is so busy keeping up with it that they have no idea what to do.
The earth has an intelligence herself and she follows, Divine Law, that does not interfere with free will but mirrors it. This is why the work has to come from within your SELF. It is Divine Law. It has to be free-will otherwise there is manipulation and that keeps us in a finite system which is not our highest destiny.
So the key is to go within your own heart to have a direct experience that YOU ARE the creator of the world we live in and the world we live in will move and change to mirror your belief about it. Those in power that have not built their morality and integrity at the same time as stepping into this ancient wisdom can and do manipulate this energy to their choosing. They will come back and try again because there is another way of working in a relationship with this energy, in Ayni, in reciprocity that keeps the Divine Law of connection and balance in hand.
The earth has been created as an external representation of the most inner aspect of your heart. Both are doorways into the return to your ascension path. To the path of Divine Law, Love, and Connection to the Law of ONE.
The earth is about relationships. The people here feel alone and separate or they intermingle with relationships based on need as they find their way to their own heart’s surrender and into the sacred chambers where dreams can manifest. Dreams of the heart. These are pure. The earth is a great mirror for the illusion of separation and the truth of connection. We are all on some gradation of this journey. We all need LOVE AND CONNECTION, this is a fact of life. When we center within our hearts we naturally attract it and radiate it. I know it's not as easy as it sounds. So the earth gives you endless opportunities to play it out in “real-time”. So you can look at it from many angles. You can run up against as many walls as you need to. There is great patience here and great compassion. Eventually, you will become exhausted by the repetition of your ways and you will be forced to surrender and here you will be in the right spot to have a new experience. One that has been with you all along.
When you arrive here, you will laugh. Then you will feel gratitude for every second of your life. Then the earth will organize around this open heart to open new doors for you. It's a new earth you step into. It's a relationship based on connection and love.
This is the earth’s greatest gift to you. What a master of creation it is.
Your eyes will open to the drama of the human condition and you will take your seat in SERVICE.
“Our greatest ability as humans is not to change the world, but to change ourselves.” ~Mahatma Gandhi
The “Me Too” movement was a worldwide sensation calling out the misuse of power and exploitation of the sacred feminine. The finger was pointed at high ranking men in today’s society. The phenomena inspired women to step forward and for men to take a deeper look at their participation in the collective drama.
Now let me ask you this; how many women have exploited their own divine feminine by not listening to the soft whispers of her heart song? How many men have shoved their inner knowing down just to do what was expected of them? How many times have we heard the faint cry of the heart nudging us to quit our job and strive for something more sensational only to spend the next year continuing the personal sacrifice for some artificial external gain? We do it too. Each one of us needs to step forward in the Me Too movement and admit that we have not listened to the subtle and not so subtle cries of our own inner divine feminine voice.
This voice is not always loud. It doesn’t use force, it doesn’t bribe you with riches, power, or control. She lulls you with dreams. She is your anxiety and depression nudging you that something isn’t quite right, something needs to change. She is your dream time. She is the link between you and the Grand Orchestrator. She is the idealist. The divine feminine doesn’t come with a manual on how to access her. She is the river that flows if you surrender to her movement. It is the river of twists and turns, of shores and rocks. It is the sacred flow of the divine breathing life into your seemingly 3-D body. She cannot be captured, copied or forced by any means. She is as strong and elusive as the wind but she is within each of us, tempting and seducing us out of our unconscious, self-imprisoned, slumber of reality.
The emphasis is on the rise of the feminine as an aspect of all of us. We have let the imbalanced masculine nature of us rule the laws of the land that we have created. The laws that we obey, the laws that have locked us into a tighter version of ourselves and what is possible. Well, the feminine is rising within you and she has the key.
I am not saying the masculine is bad. Oh no. We need it. We need them both. Together they create balance. What I am saying is that the world has allowed the dominance of the masculine, the patriarch, to take over the show. It is reflective in our external earthly environment by who is in power in the government and in the places of influence. Dear ones, this is only a reflection of who is running the show in our inner dialogue to ourselves. Yes in you too!
Shamanism 101: as above, so below. What is expressed outside is only reflective of what is happening inside. It is the way. We cannot escape that. It is the Divine Law where we reside. It is not a man-made law that is made out of fear. This Divine Law is the law of GOD.
So the fact that we, as a collective, are publicly shaming and pointing fingers is our first signpost to the fact that our inner feminine voice has been shoved to the back of the line in favor of the action orientated, scared for its survival, imbalanced masculine nature of our being.
There is a role for the masculine and feminine. They both have a divine purpose and right action. The right action of the masculine nature of our being is designed to support our feminine dream through action, thought, and commitment of the implementation of this dream into the world. It takes all the same steps to manifest anything into the 3-D but the new movement is using this energy to bring forward the essence of new possibilities that are outside the old matrix. It is the birthing of the New Earth. The Great Mother is birthing!
A wise teacher friend of mine related the feminine to the river and the masculine to the river bank. A healthy river has a healthy river bank and the flow can be soft or hard but it is held. Without a riverbank, the river could dry up by spreading itself out too thin. If it's not held, the water, the medicine, wouldn’t make it to the people.
It is time for the divine feminine to rise again. This is not just in the feminine form but in the masculine as well. We have both the masculine and feminine within us so it is not about putting one down it is about getting those to parts of us to work together, as a team.
It’s time for us to write a “me too” letter to our own divine feminine with a sincere apology.
I am so sorry, please forgive me, I messed up and I want to try again. I am sorry I moved faster when you needed me to slow down. I am so sorry that I took the lead and plowed us ahead when you had something to say. I am so sorry I hurt your sweet precious heart, your heart that I love so dearly. I am so sorry that your heart still hurts and I will walk the end of my days holding it sweetly so that you can feel the freedom you deserve. I am sorry that I turned a blind eye to your subtle communication. I am sorry I didn’t see the look in your eyes. I am sorry I over-powered you, didn’t honor you and that I didn’t soften to meet you
Your Beloved Other Half”
It is time sweet ones to stop pointing the finger at all of those that have crossed the line and make the promise to yourself to be soft, vulnerable, and real. To heal that inner conflict within yourself first and foremost.
It’s time to listen to her if she says it’s time to quit that job, it’s time to listen to her if she says the relationship isn’t working anymore. It’s time to listen to her if she wants to move to Africa and adopt a baby to raise all by herself, it’s time to listen to her if she wants to quit finance and be a musician.
It’s time to listen to her.
The theme for this months newsletter is about balance. This is a galactic history and download of the earths fall from ascension and the mission of the earth people to bring her back into her ascension timeline.
Each and every one of you has chosen to fall with the earth at this time. Many of you are on rescue missions that were created between you and a team of non-physical helpers. Others on this team are indeed incarnated and if they are not already will orbit themselves into your physical life. Though this plan was created outside of this dimensional frequency. This rescue mission feels like an embodied memory that makes you strive beyond all odds towards an unknown destination but with tenacity non-the-less.
You were briefed before your current incarnation that you would forget who you are and your mission upon re-arrival into the 3-D (third-dimensional reality). This reality of the third dimension is governed by polarity. This means our reality is created through opposites. Through contrast. There is a light and dark, there is a yes and no, there is a positive and negative charge. The list could go on and on. We can get sideswiped into lifetime after lifetime of polarizing ourselves from one end of the spectrum to the other. This my dear ones is what is referred to as karma. This is the loop that ancient scriptures try to light the pathway out of.
When it comes to soul learning and how to find the balancing point, our pendulum swing can be extreme. We can polarize from the perpetrator in one life to the victim in another life. If we hold on to the emotional charge then we bring it back into our frequency field in the next. In the place of balance, ventilation on all levels can happen. As it happens to you, it also happens to the earth. This ventilation is on the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual planes. This is the medicine wheel in Native American cultures. The center is the way of the heart. All religions and ancient texts refer to this sacred space.
It is no accident that we live on planet earth which to the Q'ero people of Peru is known as Pachamama which means the mother of the universe, the mother of time. Universe translates into "One Verse", one song. This is the medicine, this is the sacred teaching, the sacred memory. This is your mission. This is the root of all earth missions.
For those of you remembering, it is your job to anchor this light coding to help the rest. Not everyone remembers and they bring with them the need to control and overpower that comes from the galactic lineage of their frequency. However, as earth keepers and guardians we welcome everyone to this planet and encourage again and again this way of the heart.
When we leave our earthly body, we are outside of the illusion of the third-dimensional reality and we see our mission and illusion clearly and we all choose to come back and participate again at the unlocking of the death grip of the third dimension. This is an exciting wave to ride. It is much more exciting to be the crest of the wave than to be on the shore watching others ride the wave. This is what calls you to participate. It is your greatest joy to be a contributor.
The manipulation of our conscious free will choice is real in the third dimension. You are bombarded with electromagnetic fields, genetically modified foods, caffeine, sugar and a lifestyle that keeps us running at full speed. These all get our pendulum swinging from one side to the other with very little stillness to find that sweet spot of the center within. When people polarize long enough they get sick and are forced to stop. All life wants balance. All life is connected to an infinite connection to Source which feeds our balance. This connection IS our ventilation. It is when we align with energies that are not natural that we begin to swing which can pull us into a finite reality and death.
Look at candida. It naturally lives in our bodies. There is a balance it needs to maintain to keep everything in the physical form functioning and alive. When Candida is introduced to our imbalanced diet it proliferates and it eventually turns into a fungus that's only mission is to decompose its host back into the earth. So in the third dimension, there is a gravitational pull to decompose and die and it is something we need to be aware of while we are striving to live.
Outside of the third dimension is another reality that is outside of duality. It is unity consciousness. It is the 5th dimension. It is where we let go of duality and judgment and we raise our consciousness higher and lift the frequency up. This is what it means to live in the earth but don't be of the earth. The fifth-dimensional reality is where you have the power, insight, and connection to make dreams in the 3 dimension a reality. This access point is in the heart of the human chakra system.
To access the heart fully first we need to dump out the past experiences that keep us in a polarized place. You can also just access the 5th dimension and it does clean up the third dimension but as above so below so you really can access the space from either angle.
The heart chakra is the middle chakra between the lower three of the ego and the upper 3 of the celestial realm. The heart is the doorway into the timeless interconnected space of another reality. This is the space of the 5th dimension. Magic is a natural occurrence here and there seems to be a flow of your will and the Divines will. There is a conscious and heart-centered active GPS to your life work and to the guides supporting you along the way.
So today, I invite you to step out of polarity into the space of the infinite where all things are possible and war is a thing of the past. The past is helpful for us to learn from but the learning we must do and the first step needs to be a new one.
We learned on Andromeda that light vs dark just perpetuates more war so let us rise above our history and connect to the empowering grid of unity consciousness where everyone is welcome and everyone is a winner.
There are two approaches to engaging in life on earth. One approach is by force. The other approach is through attraction.
Force is the collective consciousness default that has existed for thousands and thousands of years on this planet. The idea of force exists within the perspective that you and the world around you are separate, therefore you must act upon the world for your own survival. This idea of force is what has propelled our fuel systems, our money systems and in turn has caused us to turn against our brother/sister human in an effort to make sure that we survive in a world of finite resources. This force based perspective is enforced by our 5 senses; smell, touch, taste, sight and sound. This type of perspective of force and the world around us as a separate entity is the foundation of the paradigm that is shifted out of our reality by comfort or discomfort. This is part of the prophecy of the end of one era and the beginning of another. The continuation of life on the planet is dependent on this switch in perspective and action. Whenever there is a push from one side then there is an equal push from the other polarity of energy. This is a cosmic law. Our planet is based on polarities. You can see this in our physical bodies, in energy work and in all forms. You also see this in geographical locations by high spiritual vibratory areas cohabiting with poverty and drug abuse.
Lets look at an example up close of the force based system; gasoline is a force based product that propels the use of cars forward and leaves a residue in the atmosphere as a result that is destroying the planet. When there is polarity in one direction, cosmic law is to create a polarity in the opposite direction. The use of force is what is perpetuating our loving mother out of balance. Moreover, like all good mothers she does not want to rob you of your opportunity to learn for yourself because it is through our own learning’s that we are gifted with the embodiment of wisdom. In the western mind, the collective belief of force is strong. We force ourselves into other countries with our over militarized budget in an effort to strong-arm a weaker country into conceding to our requests. The result of that force is continued world strained relationships or a complacency through fear which is not an authentic complacency. It is the polarity of force. There is great teaching through polarity. It is through contrast that we find our inner desire. It is through polarity that we find balance. Don’t be confused we are looking to find balance within ourselves on earth and it will not come from putting our power outside of ourselves or forcing our energy onto anything.
For the ancient ones that remember, Andromeda was at the center of a war of light versus dark where all sides decided to fight the good fight until all parties had to move to another place within our celestial home. This war in Andromeda is the basis of our fictional movie Star Wars. We must learn from our mistakes of our past; fighting against the dark or against the light does not create balance, it creates more fighting. It is time to take that battle within and find the place within that has no polarity. If you want the answer, it is love. Love has no opposite. Love has room to include all just like our great mother earth who loves all of her children, she gives them permission to learn.
What I would like to offer you is another perspective that has no opposite. It is the perspective of allowance; this energy of allowance as a way of relating to the world as a balance of the masculine yang and the feminine yin. Allowance does not mean that you sit on your couch eating chips and doing nothing. It means that you have discontinued putting your perspective outside of yourself, which is a non-empowered duality based perspective. Instead you have allowed yourself to see the world around you as a complete reflection of your inner world and you do the work inside your Beingness to create change through attraction which the outer world naturally responds to. Let me break that down for you a little bit.
So pretend, you have a adversarial relationship. He calls you on the phone and tells you that you have done something wrong, that you are stupid and hangs up. Inside of you is a response that produces the emotion of anger and retaliation comes to mind. Instead of seeing this adversarial relationship as the cause of your emotion, anger; see that if anger manifests outside of you it is only capable of doing so if you have the emotion of anger within that has not come to its own inner resting point of stillness. So I invite you dear ones, to see to the world around you as a world that orchestrates itself around you, the god essence embodied and not the other way around. Clean your inner temple and inner mind so that you are the conductor of the world you are creating. Do not give your power over to the world to mold you but flip it on its head and engage as a sovereign creator in relationship to itself outside of itself.
How do we begin this? Yes it is not enough to only think about it but thoughts do create our reality so at least tell yourself that it is possible. To begin, the most important part of your day is to find your inner still point. I find it the easiest to do it in the morning before any other human has demands on me. It is easy for me to get distracted by the needs of others and my senses so I begin my day with 1 hour of breath work. In my intention before I start I intend for all of my energy bodies to be aligned, all of my chakras to be aligned and for my physical mind to break through its barriers so that I am not trapped in my individual perspective. I also include my emotional body. I intend that all of my emotions be in movement so there is not one that sticks out and needs to be mirrored in my outer reality so that I can learn from it. I stay in the seat of presence, which allows me to be a clean, clear channel for what is to come into my field during the day.
Water water water. It is very key. This is the element that will allow your body system to raise and integrate to the new frequencies of information. It will allow your cells to take in the frequency that is being offered to you for your evolutionary fulfillment. Evolving and movement is a natural state of being. You have consciousness that supersedes any stagnant frequency so let these words inspire you dear ones to give yourself permission to be the epi-center of your reality. You truly are creating the world we live in. Take ownership of it, find your still point, find your sovereignty, don’t wait to be saved, as it is not going to happen. You are here to save your self with so so so much support.