If you know me in any sense, this is the absolute foundation for my work and the teachings that come through me.
This is not beginner stuff and I have no problem walking you here.
All that is every here is YOU. I am an expression of you, so is your partner, sister, lover, neighbor; there is no one else here but you.
This life experience is one you created, not to entertain the drama of it but to reap the gold of the soul growth that happens when faced with experiences at calling forth your inner effort.
I have built my career on being an assistant and guide to the journey of the soul... AND I can't do any of the work for you that is yours to do.
The essence of my work and teaching is to take full responsibility for your life. Each trigger is not coming from outside of you but it is touching something that has attached to you.
Why did it attach?
Well, when we are born in this life, we come in as a child that is unprotected and unresourced to care for ourselves; we are incarnated as mammals after all. You are fully dependent on your parents for your protection and care.
Our experience is not in DIVINE PERFECTION as of yet; therefore we take on these distortions and give them a home within us as if they are true. This becomes our work as an adult to rectify. We are here to clean our perception of ourselves and reality; potentially reincarnating in the wheel endlessly until we tire from the drama and look at the last place, within ourselves.
The thing is, parents, cannot see your inner world; the demands of their own life and distortions keep them preoccupied with their world and not yours.
Children have nothing else to do but to pay attention to the energy that presents itself and make it mean something about themselves. What you make it mean has to do with your previous experiences, past lives, the culture, and that is the hole you fall back into.
Every life you have ever lived on any planet and dimension exists within you now. Certain energy sticks to us and we call it back to learn about it, learn how to let go; to move through the Universe unsticky you could say.
It ALL feels real.
I get that. Personally, viscerally. I have lived here and suffered here.
The deeper truth is you are an infinite, eternal being and nothing can truly hurt you. When you align to this energy then you are in your empowered creative center. When you are off, by however much, then it needs correction.
Everything out of alignment must come back in, that is the ascension path. However, we have this perplexing thing that we can’t remember our previous experiences making it necessary to be present to watch each step....hello meditation.
We must be willing to question our beliefs and if we are up against any trigger that is our opportunity to dig deeper.
The thing is nothing is fixed.
It is just about asking yourself the right questions and following the trail of crumbs back to an experience that you had when you were usually under 7; the root. I call this recapitulation. You go back and create a new memory. Live the old one, let it flush through, and give yourself a new ending.
Feel it though.From the first memory, you step into the mind of your child, unresourced and hurt. You bring your wise higher self into the moment and you let your child speak in the first person. Vent it out. Be real. Hold space for her. Have her be honest and ask about her needs. The more you can live into this the better.Then let the “other” involved respond, not in what was done but in what would be the best for you.
Our trauma happens in the presence of others and our healing happens there too. Play it out. Let them apologize, let them hold you; change their look, clothes, and expression. There is no limit here. Make it work for your inner child.
The thing is, you are a creator and you believed something about yourself that was untrue in the face of another. This can be remedied, first in the imagination then you better be ready for it to play out in this reality. It works that way. Play it out in the ether, then on the earth. It has to come through the body and have all the elemental feelings of risk.
IT HAS TO FEEL REAL.
You are creating a new memory; new neuropathways are created. You changed the hologram at the center and that will spiral into the rest, just as the distortion did, it works both ways.
Your life is the ceremony, it is always revealing, don’t wait for the next one to come around, take the reigns now. Your inner child has the tools of your higher self at its disposal now and you are the bridge.
Are you ready for a hand to dive back into the subconscious, into the hidden layers of the inner child's untruth it took in? Ready for a recapitulation? I would love to walk there with you, in safety, and in trust. You deserve to live on this earth free from burdens, free to be you, free to love and be loved. www.gaiasophiahealing.com
There are two forces of the Universe: contrary and congruent.
They are better known in the New Age vocabulary as light and dark. Thanks to the Chinese, we know it as Yin and Yang.
Humanity tends to prefer the energy of the light. It is a compliment in healing circles to reference oneself as a lightworker. I am here to burst your bubble and bring balance to this polarizing point of view.
I am here to teach you about the dark, about the contrary medicine, and how it serves that same master as your "light" but with different methods. The integration of the two is how you wake up and be a whole human being; this is our destiny on earth. This is what the medicine people of the earth have mastered; this integration is why you revere and potentially fear these people and their healing capacity.
The contrary force of nature will make your life miserable; drive you into chaos, destruction, sickness, and death. It still loves you just like the light but it has its own method. It will mirror to you that which you have suppressed for decades, you may have even forgotten. It is the pain that your inner child still carries and pretends it can cover it up.
The dark won't let you hide it.
That is its magic. It will make your whole life organize around the dysfunction and pain until you meet it head-on. The only way out of it is through it. You must energetically re-enter the very place within you that you vowed to never return to; the very place that is so vulnerable and wounded that you are sure no one would or could ever love you there. This is the way my love, back to having no enemies in any world. This is the way of the contrary ones. They are powerful like poison but they know how to heal just like the light does.
If you are having experiences with spiders, foxes, owls, wolves, or coyotes right now then the dark is communicating with you. It is calling forth that which you don't want anyone to see. The spider has spent the last year teaching me the medicine of the contrary that I have sat in unconsciously for decades; my initiation into understanding.
In your lifetime, both will have their way with you, one will not let go until you get it and it will follow you through each lifetime until you do.
I have seen people be HUMBLED by this medicine and I have seen the ego grip on so tight that their life has shattered into a million fractured pieces; still unwilling to ruthlessly examine oneself.
Go to where the pain is, don't avoid it.
Let's look at how these Spirit forces are expressed in the concrete earth realm; as above so below.
If you have suppressed a memory that produced the belief that you cannot trust men in your life, low and behold you attract men who are untrustworthy. This is not to punish you but for you to have an opportunity to work on it, to see it. It needs to play out.
Let's look at medicine. We have homeopathic and allopathic. The word “allopathic” comes from the Greek “allos” — meaning “opposite” — and “pathos” — meaning “to suffer.” “Homeo” means “similar to” or “like.” This type of healthcare is often considered to be the opposite of allopathic medicine.
We see the theme that "like" heals "like". They attract each other for healing. If you do not know homeopathic medicine, I can lead you in the right direction, this medicine is the most powerful medicine on the planet and is only the essence captured in a sugar pill.
Is your life in chaos?
Thank the chaos. Look back to a time in your youth when you felt unloved, unseen, unheld, or unwitnessed. Do not look with the eyes of your empowered, clever adult self, but look with the heart of that child. Hold space for her/him and let them speak. They have emotions that do not need any justification or rationale or forgiveness. These emotions are raw energy trapped in the body, looking for a way out. That is all.
If contrary medicine is having it’s way with your right now, reach out. We can work together in person or distantly.
We can dive into the belief that your inner child accepted, the one that was not true and is creating chaos in your life. We can iron that out together and create a new pathway forward; engaging the inner creator to create something different. We will retrieve this fragmented soul and re-align you back to your Divine Essence.
Remember everything is a reflection of YOU for YOU by YOU. TO BOOK WITH GAIA: www.gaiasophiahealing.com Distance and in-person sessions available